Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Dear Aida

I'm sorry that i have to let go of you far from me but it seems that i can't do it ..
You know waht i mean kaans ?
Aku daah saket hati selepas aperh kau daah buat aperh kat aku ..
Kau tawu kaan aperh yang kau buat kat aku ..
Kau tawu kaan aperh maksod aku ?
Aku sebernarnye taak sampai hati naak lepas kaan kau cumerh aku daah terpakse ..
Setiap mlm aku menangis seorang diri kd dlm bilik aku sebab teringat kisah lamerh kte ..
I have a lot of fun wth you !
Even now when i'm typing , i am crying ..
You really broke my heart as much and i really can't take it sehy
Even when i speak about you to anyone , my tears will runs down easily cos I Love You So Much than any women in my life !
Do you think i can move on ?
I seriously can't !
I always think about you .
Even when i want to sleep , i always ask myself like i asking you , what are you doing ?
And i hope that you answered but i just talking to myselfand wishing that you are beside me , watching me or even take care of me like you did before
Aku pernaah menjadi rosak tapi kau ubah perangai aku ,kau ubah hidop aku ..
Aku dulu sering minom dan buat keje bodoh tapi selepas aku rapat nan kau , aku tak buat semuer ini sebab aku dengar katerh2 kau , sebab aku sayang kau..
Tapi , aperh yang aku dapat sekarang ?
Aku sanggop luperh kawan sebabkan kau tapi kau penting kaan kawan dari aku ..
Aku taak psl sebab kau pon nak bahagie dengan kwn2 kau tapi kau terlebih ..
Semakin lamerh , kau buat benderh sukerh hati kau , kau daah tk dngr katerh2 aku lagi ..
Bilerh aku daah lepas kaan kau , baru kau naak sedar ?
Whye ? Whye after and not before ?
Kau naak berubah ? Beraperh bnyk kali kau nak ckp tuh ?
Kau bual kosong tawu taak ?
Kalau kau btol2 nak berubah dengan secare ikhlas ,   Alhamdulillah
Aku bangger dengan kau .
Tapi kau jangan ckp yang kau dah berubah tapi maseh isap rokok tuh semuer ..
Itu bkn berubah kaay ..
Kau pk laah aperh yang aku taak sukerh .
Sekarang , aperh kau naak buat , terpulang dengan kau ..
Aku bukan saperh2 ...
One more thing , I Love You ! ;''(
If you want to move on , please go ahead .
And bdw , don't you think tht kaalau aku daah single , aku flirt sini sanerh ..
Aku tak pernah flirt kaay ..
Tapi kalau kau pk yg aku flirt around , i don't know what to say ..
Kau pk aku naak flirt bilerh aku maseh syg kau ?
I don't kaay !
I'm sorry if i make you cry all along , i do cry too ..
But infront of my friends , i don't show it ..
Cos i'm trying to be strong , i do cry in my heart ..
I don't show to anyone ..
Yeah , i show how i hate you outside with our friend , but i don't mean it ..
I want to show my lve to you but i can't and idk how to explain whye i can't ..
Just take care of urself when i'm not with you ..
Maybe your friend can take care of you better than me ..
So now , you don't worry about me anymore ..
I can take care of myself even though i can't and i need you ..
Bye bby !


Your truly love ,
Muhammad Nur Syafiq
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